I’m trying to make things better and put life in a more positive perspective. It’s a hard process and it takes time. It also opens up my eyes as to who is not going to be coming into the positive life with me. Some people have to get left behind. They aren’t ready for this experience.
They don’t want me around and I don’t want anything to do with them in my new life. We can part peacefully. They can stay in the past.