I hope I one day have a job where I don’t dread Sunday nights for the anticipation of the week. Wanting to get out of bed would be nice, too. All I ever think about is how much awesomeness I’m missing because I’m doing what I HAVE to do. Why do I HAVE to do... Continue Reading →
Day 100 – The #1 Rule of Life
The only rule in the life is that nothing makes sense. The only rule in the life is that nothing makes sense. The only rule in the life is that nothing makes sense. The only rule in the life is that nothing makes sense. https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Day 99 – Obsession is Never Sane
Motionless, except the wind Blowing cooling cartilage Sand against the dying skin An act so truly heartless No impulse control took reign Left alone to a damaged brain Bound to be one of these days Obsession is never sane https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Day 98 – Through the Verses
I know it’s wrong To think this way To want these things That haunt my brain Is it my fault? A dreaded curse That I can’t stop It’s so much hurt The normal thoughts I long to have A normal mind Without the black This is so wrong I push it down And through the... Continue Reading →
Day 97 – Promised Myself
I want to talk to you right now, but I promised to stop. Less is more. I have to detach myself. What would I even say if I could send a message? There’s nothing to say - nothing of importance anyway. Nothing relevant. It’s just talking. Rambling. Because I crave a response. Any response makes... Continue Reading →
Day 96 – Magick to Get, or Forget?
Instead of using magick to get that person, why not use magick to forget that person? https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Day 95 – I Mattered Once
I mattered once Until I said too much Help was a must Help broke our trust I mattered once Then spilled my guts Had too much fun And now it’s done https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Easter is for Everyone
Regardless of religion, I think that Easter represents a relief from the winter. It’s a rising sun after a long, arduous night. It’s a blooming flower after months of rain. It’s a chance to breathe, pause, and appreciate the beauty of life returning all around. We all need Easter and springtime. We all need a... Continue Reading →
Day 94 – Over and Over
Over and over Fall and fall Try again Never closer To it all Where to begin Before the next fall https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Day 93 – The World Isn’t Yours
“The world is yours,” they say. They leave out the rest: “You can be anything you want as long as you follow the endless rules and choose a career from the standard list.” That’s what they should be saying, because that’s what they really mean. https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav