I like how when I’m gone for awhile and I’m busy and I don’t think much about that place. I like not thinking about that place. I like thinking about my own goals. I like thinking about better places. https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Day 39 – We All Suck
Yeah, I suck But you suck too This town is flawed I’ve paid my dues I do my job right And follow the rules Work my ass off Like a loyal fool I did my best Thanks for a chance But nothing changed Since I’d first left Goodbye again Goodbye for good Screw your games... Continue Reading →
Day 38 – The Mothership
Mother mind Are you mine? Am I yours? Are you divine? https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Day 37 – Who I Am
I get so tired of people telling me how I should be. There must be a place out there for me that will accept me as I am. There must be a duty in this world that I can complete without being forced to change who I am. https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Day 36 – Light and Dark
On Christmas Eve we were all packed into Dad’s car riding around and looking at Christmas lights. I was sitting in the back listening to Cradle of Filth’s version/cover of “Hallowed Be Thy Name.” I alternated between this song and watching episodes of American Horror Story: 1984. Listening and watching pure darkness while looking at... Continue Reading →
Day 35 – Shaking Pack
Storms start at midnight Will the pack be afraid? Maybe there’s comfort In the growing numbers Last week we had 3 Now our count is double Unplanned and new Huddle in the thunder https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Day 34 – The Blood Pill
The pill tastes like blood. No, blood tastes like the pill. The pill came first. The blood came after, growing from eons of evolution. https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Day 33 – Is the Deed Done?
What is our purpose other than just “being”? I am energy and I am functioning. Does that mean my purpose has been fulfilled? Was it filled before my birth even took place? If so, I should be free from the burden of finding meaning. I am here now, which means my job is done. Right?... Continue Reading →
Day 32 – The Colors of a Setting Sun
I like pale orange with a soft blue, like the setting sun over a vast ocean. Or in my case, over a vast field of dead winter grass and a telephone pole. https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
Day 31 – The Problem with this Reality
You talk about normality As if we’re suffering fatalities From changes in reality Reducing practicality Routine causes casualties A mundane mentality Leads to creative atrophy And fallen morality https://www.etsy.com/shop/CarlyTwelve?ref=seller-platform-mcnav